Posted by alexandra_k on July 10, 2018, at 6:09:12
In reply to Re: Are you okay scott? » alexandra_k, posted by SLS on July 7, 2018, at 14:05:29
> > Do you have a bucket list?
> Not really. Too depressed. No interest in doing anything except to feel better. My construction of a bucket list will depend on what things I become interested in once the depression has lifted.Well, then, I hope this lifts for you, soon.
Can you remember back to a time when you felt better... Can you remember any of those things you used to feel excited or happy or pleased or content about?
> > Running out of time for... What?
> Living.(((Scott)))
> > What would you like to do with your life from this point, if you were well?> Until last week, I was planning to get well and get a job in automobile sales.
Huh. Do you like cars? I guess you do? Why were you thinking about automobile sales?
> Now, I plan to live out my days trying to keep a roof over my head and avoiding depression and pain. I need to continue to process and accept that I will die while never having lived.
I resonate with that.
I don't know whether you will like this, or not, but when I maybe feel like some company but don't feel like people laughing at me or making demands of me or whatever... When I don't feel like leaving the house... I kind of get a kick out of these people:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=byva0hOj8CU
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