> Hi. I am depressed.
Join the club.
> I feel like, in a way, I'm getting older, and yet, I'm not getting any better.
Join the club.
> I don't have a job or in school.
Join the club.
> I feel like the world is moving on and I'm just falling apart.
I feel like the world is moving on, and I'm falling further and further behind.0
> And nobody is there for me to comfort me.
I am indeed fortunate that I have people that support and comfort me.
> I need a lot of support I feel like. And I don't have much.
I truly wish that you had the support you need and deserve. I hope that Psycho-Babble is helpful to you in that regard. The support I received here was invaluable at a time when I felt alone and was without recognition and support.
> It's not possible for me to change medications right now, don't ask. It's just not an option at the moment. But it will be in the future. I am looking for a new psychiatrist and therapist.
I find your drive to move towards health and away from illness to be very healthy. Never give up.
> I can't stand the clinic I go to sometimes. The admin, the help I get, it just feels like, not enough. Or something. I mean I feel like it helps when I'm there....but then I have to leave.. lol.
For quite a few years, I was a patient in a partial hospitalization program. I liked having somewhere to go, but I didn't like being around so many ill people. It was detrimental to my overall mental health and self-esteem. At some point, I had to leave. I couldn't take one more day there.
> I want to do the best I can in the meantime to just...feel better.
Yay!
Get well...
- Scott
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