Posted by Lamdage22 on June 20, 2014, at 15:32:06
Like i am caught up in something. Like something is haunting me..
People that seem to know everything about me without me knowing about them. Speaking about what the doctors call psychosis without having been in the same time and in the same place as i was. Well actually i have never told any doctor and never will.
I have seen and witnessed some weird *ss stuff and i wish i could make sense of what was going on around me. But i can't.
Don't get me the wrong way.. i think meds are protecting me.
I told two psychology majors that were studying once, that i experience psychosis sometimes (They where speaking about psychosis). They told me "don't believe it". Thats out of context.. but i don't know. Some stuff just makes me think. To no avail.
It almost feels like i am not taking the meds so that I don't become psychotic, it feels like i am taking them so everything around me stays in some sort of normal order. When i don't... Jeez man.. Everything is chaotic. The world seems to be "nuts" if i don't take them. That freaks me out to death and i am back on the meds.
Just a shot in the dark reaching out.
Schizophrenia with tons of negative Symptoms.
Seroquel 700mg
Zyprexa 15mg
Lithium Orotate 10mg
Metformin 1500mg
Effexor 37.5 mg
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