Posted by rjlockhart37 on January 19, 2014, at 23:50:07
In reply to Re: improving your life - my duty to help you, posted by alexandra_k on January 18, 2014, at 12:40:11
but really i want to redo my whole world, i've been doing this thing long enough...i've been thinking about an engagement ring for my gf, the place i've been in has been nothing but nothing, i stayed in this house with little accomplishment, scared, tormented, no help, it was awful, now that im 26 almost 27 it's hard....to realize i wasted all those years of my early 20's to this, i cried my eyes out couple days ago under the pillow, just not like this....i said no, no no over again before i went to sleep, i woke up today and realizzed that the time to start from nothing, the past of vanity and no productive work, it really has stinged me in the butt....now im panicking because of my un accomplishment....it drives me crazy, im tormented, even right now writings this....and feeling bad all the time doesnt mean take a slumber, i've been in a bad mood for many years and failure. I want to improve and also lives here on babble.....
im sorry if reacted too much, im just boiled up ready to explode with the realization of problems that havent been solved
r
not a scholar but understand distress.....
"unheard pain, is the told through good company"
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