Posted by Phil on July 5, 2011, at 21:02:06
I started a bipolar and more blog about 4 days ago,at about the same time I started nuvigil. I posted 20 topics in 2-3 days. As soon as I finished one, I'd think for 5 minutes and blaze through another one and had several people tell me I should have been a writer. I said I am, read the blog. I had a laser beam focus, no editing, the right words were there.
As I wrote about being manic and not recognizing it, I was actually manic and not recognizing it.
I'm still a bit amped up but I'm okay. That's the truth.
I called my older brother because I wanted to discuss it, he's always had a volatile temper but mostly controls it. Not this time, screaming irrational garbage at very high volume.
I told him I'm finished with this conversation and hung up on him.
I don't know when I'll talk to him again but my advice to him would be to not hold his breath. ah, mental illness my dear friend, are you now my only friend?
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