Posted by Free on November 17, 2010, at 2:42:03
In reply to Re: Poll of the day: casinos » Free, posted by sigismund on November 16, 2010, at 20:33:36
> Hey, this medium is rife with the potential for misunderstanding. (Which may or may not have happened!)
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> What I meant about it not mattering to everyone is that not everyone has a strong feeling about the painfulness of the ruin of innocence.
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> But maybe I can't understand something? At any rate, I think it should matter a great deal.
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No, you understand a lot...a lot of pearls. I was talking superficially and not being clear.I guess tormenting myself with what ifs about a twenty something year old therapist that I had to say goodbye to has me feeling, well, not so youthful. He was very kind and full of hope. And he made me feel like that twenty year old girl with the winning smile again. That's why it matters so much so soon.
But I'm processing all of this with my current therapist. She understands and accepts me like no other, and we're doing really good work together. Letting the pain surface, and understanding its origin and progression. And it is painful, but I've never felt more real. I've got a long, long way to go though, but I've just begun this new journey.
Sorry I wasn't being clear. :)
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