Posted by rjlockhart04-08 on September 17, 2009, at 22:14:34
There have been people in my life, that I love, yet I didnt know what my own behavior was affecting the relationship. So, what happened where "repelling effects". There are people that, i say i don't like, yet that person is in my heart and it kills me that they don't like me. Well folks it's reality, and accept it the way it is. I just wish, see right now in life i'm going through. Maybe this is just a blog, people don't respond back. I've regretted things i've done, yet how can that show that person that "i'm sorry, i could not take the stress, and i was on defense alot"
Sometimes I'll see a picture, the most best relationship's i've had, some of them went bad, and you know i take on my side, because I wander was I suppost to show this person loyatly, well i didnt do well, was that in a contract that I was suppost to sign when born? or just the way of life?
It's so hard for me keep relationship's stable, there is my mother, there is my brother, and was my grandmother. Those where the main connections, and the strongest ones.
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