Posted by Fivefires on August 21, 2009, at 19:30:18
In reply to Re: Awoke with BREAK-THRU PAIN, posted by Phillipa on August 19, 2009, at 17:40:55
Hi -_-; no not migraine. It's high c- and mid t-spine injury kicking me when I'm up.
Clash - The end/absence of 14y relationship & my real need for assistance here. I meet friends, dotter/mother. Both tell me opposite stories of what angers them about the other. I ended up w/ neither still a friend, but instead being their, you might call it, reconciliation tool.
Where would I be w/o you here.
I need help, but not in a mental ward.
I'm weak; dx Epstein-Barr. If energy were skin, it would be falling away. Too exhausted to clean house or cook much. No one can help. No $ to pay. Tho' don't look it (really I'm seriously not bragging - I'm some kinda freak I guess) I am considered a sen*or now, if any1 has advice. Oh how I wish to enjoy life again.
I wonder if we're limited to the number of MOO'VE ONS we get in one life.
This time it's out of my reach.
Wish my God would say 'Go spend a week at a motel. It'll be on all of us. We'll get your home back in order. This will give you a boost so u CAN MOO'VE ON AGAIN. There's no limit!'
Me the dreamer? Should someone have sat me down and told me 'if you're gonna' be a dreamer, you'll end up w/ all this freedom and not much else!'
Is this what Janis Joplin or whomever wrote Me and Bobby Magee, meant? Anyone? I start thinking about the words that follow and it must end up gettin stuck in the left side of the ole noggin', cuz' I don't get it. :/
You know I've ended a long love, by law, a month. I miss the loving so much, not particularly the lover. Make sense?
Can only sleep couple hrs at time and wake and roll over thinking my love is there. :\
I've a diagnoses which may really exist. It's almost as lonely as a deep depression or sky-rocketing anxiety.
It's Mental Illness Remission & Its Aftermath.
A hurricane of grief/depression/anxiety ripped through my life and took friends and family and money, and I'm alone w/ no way to freakin' MOO'VE ON! How unfair is this?
I just scoured through paperwork for a cousin's cell and e-mail address. Maybe she would give me a hand, unlike foo who don't seem to be coming for me after the devastation.
Recently I'd babbled 10dh and want her to know I'm hangin' on; not worry.For supplements due to recent lab-a-mania, I've Lovasa q.i.d., B-12 1ml every 2wks via self-inject, Folbic daily, viteD 50,000u or iu once wkly, add'l viteD daily, add'l viteB daily, calcium w/ more D daily, iron daily, & Stresstab daily. Filled weekly 'keep me alive unit' yest'.
I'm so lonely, I feel like I could *ie. Thank you for responding.
tysvm, 5f
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