Posted by Frustratedmama on June 20, 2009, at 8:45:09
Hi all,
Scott mentioned to post here so I am posting.... Just wanted to say that I am in bad space- losing it at home- not sure I can make it! SOmetimes I wonder why I was blessed with a child that has to endure living with me and my rages..... Why do we have to suffer like this? Is there anyway to stop the madness? I have been in a downward spiral for years now! No ups, no releifs, just slowly creeping downward and now at the bottom of the barrell. Unfortunately for me I am still in reality (wish I wasn't). Why can't I get releif? If this is bipolar where the hell is the other pole? I have been "south of the equator and am in Antartica right now with nothing north of the equator in the last 7 years".....
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thread:902230
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