Posted by Jay_Bravest_Face on March 4, 2009, at 18:46:08
Okay..I am in a major emotional turmoil...well..almost...right now. On Facebook, I have found people from my junior high all the way into my 20's who I haven't spoken with in a long time. Ex-girlfriends, friends, acquaintances, and it is...well, nice to see they all have (most) nice lives, married and kids and such, and what do I have to show for it all? Ugghh.. Plus, my first SERIOUS girlfriend, who I never really got over, and tried for the past 17 or so years to contact.(I know that sounds silly...but she felt the same way.) Now, last night I contacted her on Facebook, and it was all the same, but I am positive she is married with kids (we just exchanged quick emails..promissed to talk more today.) What I found, er, ironic??...oh this is a bit funny...okay...her husband looks a hell of a lot like me..lol. This is so much to take in, and I am in a depression, again, and feel myself coming apart. So, today doc upped Zyprexa to 10mg, and added 1mg Ativan 2x a day. So, I still feel a bit like I am coming apart. Anybody got more glue?
Jay ;-)
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