a growing absence inside myself?

Posted by wintersummer on October 15, 2008, at 1:21:12

I have felt an absence for as long as I can remember, an absence concerning part of myself, my surroundings and within others; an empty space in my emotional self. The terms where gradual, from disobedience as a child to alienation as a teen, furthermore isolation in my early twenties where I started to use illicit drugs and gained weight, physically and mentally. Now Im having increasing hindrances, holding any type of job, maintaining a healthy lifestyle, or even leaving the house. I had been hospitalized, and was helped. Now Im further than I have ever been in this severed connection with reality. What am I to do when I am afraid to live?

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