Posted by your#1fan on January 22, 2008, at 22:57:20 [reposted on January 22, 2008, at 23:40:18 | original URL]
Well, i havent talked much with many people on pbabble because of stress, too much stuff going on!
I just feel this feeling that i have nothing to look forward too....... i think its a lack of dopamine. I mean this is the worst kinda of depression when you kinda irrtible, and depressed at the same time. I just wished i had something to look forward too....
Life just seems numb, get up go to class, work, sleep, no enjoyment. I have to make things intresting.
Well goodness, ill have a therpist soon, which ill talk her ears off about my life.
I just feel so down and irrtible. Ugh, its the house i live in, i dont feel in control of my life, (im 20) i need to be moved out by 21. I just love all this...., and alot of other reasons. I have deal with mommie dearest, i've made some bad choices with my family, but the reason is because i want to get out into the world. But at the same time family i miss.
Im smiling and laughing at the same right now....its just im so frustrated. And no therpist is going to be able to talk 24/7.
Wish me luck.
irrtible fan
poster:your#1fan
thread:808452
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