Posted by your#1fan on January 7, 2008, at 23:30:13
In reply to I REALLY need your help...almost suicidal (**trigg, posted by Jay_BrAvEsT_FaCe on January 6, 2008, at 20:52:20
Listen i know your older than me, but that dosent make me think diffrent than of you, i just have less experince in life. But im telling your what i've came through in life......I'v been through hell, through medications, coming off them, and really i cannot belive i didnt commit suicide! the rejection the pain of not knowing how to realate to people is overwhelming to me. But i still get up everyday and deal with it. I admit i have bad coping skills alot, i want to just stick my head somewhere, in a pillow, my hands. Stick it on to an homemade ECT maybe? you know? get my mind out of this miserable states i get in!
I really feel for you, and i understand because i have a very similar situation at home, i take care of grandmother who is almost at the last part of altimers (mispelled, sorry). And then i have such a stressful life.
I go eachday, making sure i look pretty decent in the mirror, but i have my moments when i look like barbecue! my hair, my face, chunky monkey!
But listen, you gotta find a way to cope, and im telling you, there is nothing worse than ending it, i've considered it many times, but always "re-evaulate yoursef" I've hated my life, and said it load, when im in the car, out load in the house when everything is going wrong....
Faith is something that is hard to hold on to, there is 2nd thing to help, change your mental image of yourself in your head. See yourself as a successful person! ignore the bad stuff!
I've said to myself all the times when people have rejected me, that im better and special even no tells me i am. I am something else....thats better.
For now ask your doctor for something to help you sleep. And when you close your eyes, see things that will take reality away, and then make it an effort to make to that fantasy real, goals, rerember stuff that makes you smile, good times, and then....
See today and say to yourself "im going to make this the best part of my life" Have that mind set.
Alright your stay in there, depression is your enemy. Tackle it.
Jay thanks for all the advice for in the past.
Your#1fan
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