Posted by Fivefires on September 18, 2007, at 12:08:59
In reply to Re: Heartache in mind and soul :( » Fivefires, posted by Phillipa on September 13, 2007, at 22:41:28
Hey Phillipa. Writing board might be interesting. But, as u may be able to tell, I'm not following up my current threads as timely as should be. Don't know how u do it lady!
And, yeah, it's been easier in looking at in terms of grief.
A guy came up to me the other day. (He looked out of place, or like someone I knew but didn't, or it was a dejavu sort of thing.) He told me to point my finger at his finger. I did and he said 'Ohhh .. I can feel a lot of negativity! Great, I thought. I'm not out to get anybody. Really, I'm not. (Good grief, I disdain thinking I come off as this sort of person.) I'll certainly not find another w/ such a trait.
Oh rubbish w/ him anyway!
I've been doing the oddest things to keep myself from thinking about my heartache. Spending $ I shouldn't. Getting my resume all fancied up in anticipation of PTwork. Just sort of 'hiding beneath a pile of tangible normal stuff' so as not to touch those feelings, I think.
Sorry been offline so long.
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