Posted by karen_kay on May 4, 2007, at 6:57:43
In reply to Re: what's the harm in asking though? cocaine trigger » karen_kay, posted by MCK on May 3, 2007, at 13:29:50
of either my proposal or my sociopath dx?
glad to make you smile.
i think i'm on the right path, as my duckie is almost always smiling. as a child, the only pictures i've found i'm crying in. that has to say something. (at least i know he won't be questioning if he's a sociopath, perhaps he'll just know it?)
at least i'm not the only one questioning motivations, hurt, harm done, what sort of breakfast cereal to eat (oh wait, we didn't discuss that one. i was thinking about feeding my niece).
hey, you know what? i appreciate not being talked down to. or at least not feeling talked down to. i've been 'touchy' lately (extremely). i appreciate you 'playing' along (not that i've been playing with you,you get what i'm saying), but with my meds, they do make me feel extremely dumb and certainly make me act that way (or feel that i act that way).
anywho. i'm always thinking (take for example yesterday. a nice neighbor stopped by and mowed my yard. he mowed a small part of it once before and i wrote him a little thank you note, so i guess he took it upon himself to mow my whole yard while i sat inside, drank beer and watched him, pacing thinking 'i can't even go outside and keep him company because he's on a riding mower and what would i do, walk aroudn beside him?' besides i had company (who couldn't stop staring at him) and i couldn't be rude to my company (and my mother in law). how horrible is that? but, i guess it's his choice, right? guess a thank you note goes a long way?) somehow i'm taking advantage. but, if i don't do it first, someone else will and do it far worse?
oh well, better to be taken by a sweet girl (hey, that's woman) like me than a mean old man who swipes your purse/wallet right out of your hand? at least somehow i convince you it's your own idea?
geez, maybe i do need those antipsychotics the dr keeps suggesting....
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