Posted by Kath on January 4, 2007, at 13:03:07
In reply to Re: Update - YAYYYY - he's on long term floor now » Kath, posted by Phillipa on January 3, 2007, at 21:26:03
I'd like to hear different people's ways of - what - coping with feeling awful, I guess....
It's grey - cold; no snow to at least brighten things up.
My son is now on the long-term floor, he'll be mostly having the same doctor instead of a different one each day, & today I am feeling pretty GREY myself. Gloomy, oppressed, down, dismal & sorta trapped in my uncomfortable feelings.
I do NOT like feeling badly.
I wonder if I'm sort of being 'hit' with my feelings now that the real CRISIS time for my son is over.
I wonder if it's like shock waves afterwards hitting me.
I'm feeling really stuck. I don't want to go out; I don't want to do anything.
Today, I feel sort of like I just coping with being alive.
I'm going to make a nice pot of tea & read, curled up on the sofa under a cosy blanket. I thinks that all I can do right now. I wish the sun would shine.
Kath
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