Posted by Lindenblüte on November 4, 2006, at 22:25:52
In reply to Re: Self Clarification » Lindenblüte, posted by LJRen on November 4, 2006, at 21:50:08
> Hi Li,
>
> don't envy my emotions. this is a curse I wouldn't wish on anybody. bout the only thing lately that helps my mood at all is music. hopefully my mom will be moving into her new house this week leaving me alone to unpack & set up my stuff so I can start playing my tunes.okay- but can you set up just the first few components and pick a couple CD's, just to get you in the spirit of unpacking?
> I have some long distance friends but I'm so low right now I can't burden them with my problems. I just recently, temporarily lost my closest friend b/c I brought too much stress & drama into his already difficult life. I don't want to be responsible for bringing anyone else down.
I'm sorry. That sounds a lot like depression speaking. I think that you might be surprised that if you open up and give people a chance, they may feel comfortable helping you through these rough spots. I hope the temporary loss is over soon. Maybe you can support each other- often another's pain is more bearable than our own? And of course, you should feel comfy sharing stuff on P-Babble and allowing us to help you too.
> Seeing a movie or anything else is a good idea except I don't have anyone to do anything w/ and I'm so tired of doing things alone all the time. I do read pretty often. It at least gets my mind off the crud.that sounds good. You can even turn reading into a social event (kind of) by taking a book or paper to a cafe on a weekend morning. Linger over your cappucino and muffin, and maybe you may even be able to strike up a conversation with some other souls. If not, just enjoy your book :)
> Nice meeting you too. No worries about cleverness. I'm never very eloquent myself.
>
> Take care,
> Ren
>you take care too- emotions moods and all that can be overwhelming. Don't lose perspective- you'll get through this, I have a feeling... ;o)
-Li
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