Posted by sleepygirl on July 20, 2006, at 21:11:33
In reply to Sleepy G, posted by Gabbi~G on July 20, 2006, at 0:00:06
> Oh my, thats a questiony question!
Yes, 'tis. Forgive me. At first I was ranting about the evils of mankind, and then I decided I just needed to listen. It keeps me from saying something stupid. ;-)
> I had two wonderful psychiatrists, but also some who were ridiculous. (No doubt they'd see that as some sort of personality disorder on my part) but because I'd had the good ones, I was able to see it for what it w as.
My first psychiatrist was such an *ss.
Ooops! I've gone judgmental, but seriously he was really unhelpful, told me that if the effexor he put me on didn't help then that was "IT". It was only the second med I'd ever tried. That was just a highlight...there was more to the general presentation.> I hope I didn't go on for too long..
nope.
> Do you mind not fitting in?
Well I used to. I do have a huge inferiority complex, "everybody hates me" thing going on, but when I'm not dealing with that I don't care.
It's easier when you're an adult, a lot easier for me, because you choose where you want to be. It was horrible as a child because I was a freak among those I was supposed to be in with and I didn't speak their language- not to mention the WICKED amount of anxiety/depression I dealt with, I look back now and I just shake my head. Now...I can wander around all I want, come and go (except for certain work situations)-my life is my own (mostly). If I'm alone it's only because I want to be, and that makes a big difference- does this make any sense?that's my story and I'm stickin' to it ;-)
love,
sg
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