Posted by Jost on July 5, 2006, at 14:35:41
In reply to how does anybody here deal with feeling like....., posted by sleepygirl on July 4, 2006, at 23:47:15
I avoid many things. And if I do agree, it seems I'm"having" to do them--first, dreading them, and then partly standing back and wishing they weren't so hard or were more compelling, and therefore engaged my attention completely, so I wouldn't be wondering when they'd be over.
Passion is very important to me. Rightnow, I lack it, or the extent of it that I'd like, but it's almost from exhaustion (non-specific, on-going)--I can't work up the energy, the inner desire (only the vague desire for the desire).
Jost
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