Posted by llrrrpp on June 29, 2006, at 22:30:47
In reply to Re: no more internal rewards » llrrrpp, posted by crazy teresa on June 29, 2006, at 17:05:57
> Are you on antidepressants? I found they curbed the rage, but also all the other emotions. Medicated, I was just there... completely indifferent...
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> Congrats on your work!Thanks crazyteresa
I am on cymbalta and seroquel for major depression. And I definitely feel less depressed. Now I'm only in the minor leagues of depression. Right now T and I are working on safe & appropriate ways of experiencing emotions. My predominant emotion, as it turns out is rage (anger). well. Rage is better than guilt, I think? I dunno.Thanks for congratulations on the work. I hope the editors think it's as good as we do :)
Maybe I just don't want to believe it until I get a letter that it's accepted for publication? But I am going to take a half-day off tomorrow and get my hair cut, which I have not been able to do in a long time. I hope I don't end up looking like a street urchin.
yours,
-ll
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