Posted by Deneb on June 15, 2006, at 0:17:04
In reply to Re: Deneb...... » Michael83, posted by Deneb on June 13, 2006, at 20:27:37
I'm still waiting to see if I have cancer. I'm afraid to receive the results.
Why are so many stressful health things happening to me? First the lump, then the toothache, then this tremor thing and now the lump again.
My life is on hold while I wait to see if I have cancer.
If I have cancer, I don't know if I want to live through the treatments. Maybe I should kill myself instead, just get it over with instead of dying an agonizing death.
If I have cancer, I think I might hang myself. :-(
I'm afraid. I'm afraid of dying. I'm not as afraid of suicide. Suicide I can control.
Deneb*
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