Posted by Larry Hoover on May 25, 2006, at 16:27:29
In reply to serious, long 'update' post ***possible Trigger***, posted by alesta on May 25, 2006, at 11:51:46
Awwww, amy darling, what a trial your life has become.
{{{{{{{{{{Amy}}}}}}}}}
> i don't care at all what ppl think of me anymore..if they walk away..they walk away. this is where i am destined to be right now. i must have spiritual lessons left to learn, or teach. i have some ego that still needs to be stripped away. i need to operate in the essence of caring, rather than pride. exist in a realm of emotion, not intellect. i know i sound a bit out there right now...i just feel so in touch with the depths of my soul right now. or maybe i'm just trying to attach some meaning to all this pain and hardship. one thing i do know...i am experiencing this for a reason. all of this..my whole life.
Hold on to that thought. Hold on for dear life. Yes, there is reason in it all. You will know things that rich men can never learn. You will know what *really* matters. What human beings need. You will have that knowledge. And you will never fail to offer back to others what you know you need. You will have that wisdom.
Hold a mirror to your heart, and feel your own spirit. You cast a warm shadow over all you touch, amy.
This too, shall pass. And all will be well.
Amy, there's more than enough love here for you, too. There's always room for another, in our hearts. A mother doesn't love her first child less, when she has another. Miraculously, our hearts can expand as far as we want them to.
You're not spoiling the party, here, ame. We'll just set another plate at the table. Lots to go around. And you can come back for seconds, any time you want. 'Kay?
I'll give you seconds, right now.
{{{{{{{{Amy}}}}}}}}
Love,
Lar
poster:Larry Hoover
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