Posted by TexasChic on March 30, 2006, at 18:04:50
I came home early Tuesday and haven't been back to work since. I was just so depressed I couldn't stop crying. The main trigger was the way cold-shoulder-girl is ignoring me again. I don't know why I can't let it go and stop letting it hurt me. I mean, I've put in enough effort to realize this isn't anything I can control. I know its not me, but yet it still upsets me.
I'm going in to work tomorrow, but I felt like I really needed those days off to get ahold of myself. I've had a few other symptoms that lead me to believe this may be hormone related, but it still kind of freaked me out that I couldn't get control of myself. It made me think of a couple of years back when I tried a new med and felt like I was losing my mind. It scared me to think I might be losing the control I've worked so hard for.
Anyway, I felt the need to vent, even though the words don't seem to be coming that easily. At least I just have tommorrow to deal with.
-T
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