Posted by milly on March 30, 2006, at 2:08:08
In reply to Re: Thanks for Putting Water into the Pool » milly, posted by verne on March 29, 2006, at 18:04:29
> I have no problem with you removing porn from around children. Sorry I created such a ruckus.
**Thanks, I'm sorry that you had a hard time (excuse the pun!!!)
> I'm not even a big fan of porn - especially anything X-rated. I've even been trying to give up my R-rated stuff, not out of prudishness or religion, but simply because I become further socially isolated. It may not be healthy for me but it's not anything I'm ashamed of.
**Good
> I carry around so much internal shame already, I react strongly to even the hint of any additional shame. Nothing you did. The discussion went off on a tangent and I got defensive.
**Thank goodness for grace hey!
> I'm truly sorry if I distressed you.
** i don't do conflict well it all gets mixed up in my head that EVERYTHING is my fault and I end up feeling responsible for everybodies hurt, and 'feeling' the hurt from both sides so yes it does end up really distressing for me. I end up screaming 'stop it!' but that is my problem and I guess I'll learn to distance myself oneday.
> Verne
**friends?
milly
>
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