Posted by corafree on March 21, 2006, at 0:20:06
In reply to Re: HAVE A SUICIDE PLAN *trigger* » corafree, posted by Racer on March 21, 2006, at 0:02:08
Racer: Tks. So maybe this Abilify might help me right now. And yeah, I think it's prob' best I stick around and let the rest of the world know how utterly impossible they are! And I didn't think I could go outside the system for counseling. I thought I had to stay within it, where my P was. If they can't accomodate me w/ someone skilled enough to know when I am not being truthful w/ myself or even selling myself short (which I think I do a lot), maybe I can find someone outside the 'county'.
I've been talking w/ them all eve'.
The office where my caseworker is, will probably call me tomorrow, as they've heard from the NursesLine, which I've been talking to today, and from the county next door's benefit specialist, re: my lack of good treatment and return phone calls.
I have the NursesLine number programmed in my phone by my bed.
Thank you, all of you guys so much. You know I don't know if you'd like me if you met me, but I'd like to think so. It seems a lot easier to have friends online, for me right now anyway.
Bob, I'm sorry if I threw too much of a scare into you here.
I promise to post in the morning, but could be near noon your time.
Again, I don't know how you all got to my post ... that's a miracle right there ... but you seemed to all come from different corners and meet here, and I'm so glad you did.
God bless you all and I'll check back in a.m.
Tks so much for caring and helping me, lovecf
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