Posted by Dinah on March 1, 2006, at 10:27:36
In reply to Re: I am enraged » Dinah, posted by gardenergirl on March 1, 2006, at 9:21:29
I like the gardening idea. :) My husband has finally agreed to get someone to do the lawns and beds for the sake of the neighbors and property values, but I have to admit that weeding is good for releasing anger. The trouble is that I'm so far behind at work that I always feel like I at least have to be *trying* to get some work done that the idea of allowing myself to do something that is incompatible with work makes me uncomfortable.
I'm not having or expecting my period right now, plus it's been building on for weeks (I think).
It occurred to me last night that this might be another paradoxical reaction to the Risperdal - like the OCD flareup (which I'm starting to have again). Maybe if I'm not experiencing my feelings day to day they build up to intolerable but untargetted levels under the surface. I up the dose of Risperdal to make it bearable, and it just gets worse. Maybe I need to do what seems counterintuitive. But that means being a pain in the neck to my therapist. :(
But the physical manifestations still make it seem like some sort of physical thing. I've got my hallmark sign of hypomania (except that I'm sleeping fine).
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