Posted by ghostshadow on January 9, 2006, at 1:50:55
i feel like my mind has become a trap. it's just this terribly deep black well full of ugly, hateful thoughts. it's gotten too deep to climb out of, and nobody around even realizes i'm gone. feel like bashing myself against something to cause pain to make sure i'm still real. but there's pain in dreams, too. nevermind, the nightmare's gone on too long to not be real. need physical pain to dull the anguish. or something to shut the mind down...
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thread:596973
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