Posted by zeugma on December 20, 2005, at 15:14:38
In reply to Re: when a good friend won't talk to you no more.. » zeugma, posted by alesta on December 20, 2005, at 14:41:38
...i'm glad we can talk openly and calmly..>>
so am i. i am calm, but in despair at the same time- i get very frustrated w/ myself- to be totally open i may have f*cked up things with my employers (well now i'll get to see if that default thing is set properly)and it's b/c i am not open (not that great a fault necessarily w/ employers, and i'm not talking about secrets or anything, just that i fall so far from my own ideals that i feel like an extreme hypocrite- b/c weirdly i CAN read ppl's faces, body language etc.- it would be better not to do this at all and be oblivious- as t.s. eliot said "after such knowledge, what forgiveness?"- so true- better not to know anything than know but do nothing w/ it)- eliot became very penitential- well that's one way of dealing w/ it-
in friendship always,
z
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