Posted by alesta on October 20, 2005, at 17:34:02
In reply to sorry to post so much today..finally have place to, posted by alesta on October 20, 2005, at 17:17:16
and stop seeming so full of it on this web site. i am the total opposite in person..i don't know why i got into this style of posting..it developed over time. i guess i saw others having success with it, or something. anyway, i don't like it, and am going to try hard to change it, even though habits can be hard to break.
sorry this is so friggin boring but i need to ramble..deprivation is making me a little crazy here. my last night on the streets and *now* i lose it? haha. anyway, i just needed to get some stuff off my chest. i guess we all have to whine sometimes..sorry. i just feel so crappy and wish i could take a nap. and who am i to presume that anybody here is going to actually want to read this drivel? man, i'm in fine form tonite..this really is not me..please don't think i'm crazy..
i really need...something..
amyp.s. maybe a virtual hug from somebody who cares
i almost never break down like this but when i do it ain't pretty
poster:alesta
thread:569423
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