Posted by chrispy_85 on October 19, 2005, at 12:46:27
In reply to (((Chris))) I believe in fate also » chrispy_85, posted by wildcard on October 17, 2005, at 21:40:47
> > and I am very very sorry that happened. I know how much it hurts everyone forever. I see your point that everything led up to you being able to visit him that day but I do not think suicide is ever "fate", the fact that you were able to see him was...
you're right about that. i still think about him almost every day. the only real comfort that i find in it is that it wasn't really him that killed himself. he had scitzophrenia(i don't know how to spell) and a few days before he died, he had stopped taking his medication because he thought he was doing really well and didn't need it. he told me once that when he was not taking any meds he used to hear a lot of voices in his head. i don't know what exactly killed him, but i know it wasn't himself. i really miss him. sorry to ramble so much, i just get like this sometimes.
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