Posted by jerrympls on October 7, 2005, at 20:47:11
In reply to Re: I really want to end my life, posted by lynn970 on October 7, 2005, at 20:31:52
> Nooooo!!!!! You have a lot to offer this world. I am telling you. I dont know if you are a christian or if you even believe in God. Just do me a favor, Ask God to come into your heart. Do it out of desperations. Hey, even if you dont believe in God, just give it a try. It cant hurt
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> ((((((jerrympls)))))I've begged for God to help me many, many, many, many times and no response. I'm not even a religious person. But many a night I've gotten down on my knees and ask that he/she take the pain away.
I don't see what I have to offer the world in this state. My friends are doing great without me - same with my family. It's been 15 years of this horrific battle of tremendous pain and suffering and I'm to the point where I won't take it anymore.
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