Posted by TexasChic on September 19, 2005, at 16:46:10
In reply to Let us know how it goes » TexasChic, posted by ClearSkies on September 19, 2005, at 8:58:02
Well, I didn't do it. I was all prepared to, but then I started thinking about how jobs are scarce now with all the evacuees here, not that I fault them or anything. They deserve a job just as much as I do (if not more). I try to keep in mind that my biggest problem is immature girls bugging me - the evecuees lost everything. It puts things in perspective real quick. I know I'm lucky to have the job I've got.
I still may confront her eventually, but it just didn't feel right today. It was a let down after getting all psyched up, but I try to trust my instincts.I'm still thinking about talking to the boss, but I'm going to think it over. The smart thing might be to just keep quiet and not let her rudeness bother me. I'm torn between wanting to stand up for myself, and not wanting to make waves.
On another note, I went to lunch with some co-workers today (who also want to stay out of all the drama). They're alot of fun. I think these may be people I could be friends with.
I still have a giant crush on this guy at work. I'm about to move to a desk right next to him (yea)! Its just so hard to read him though. When I asked him if he would mind having me as a neighbor, he said, not anymore than I mind my other neighbors. I'm like, gee, thanks. He says things like that one day, and then does something the next that makes me think he's interested, but just extremely shy. I guess I need to get over him. Its just hard when there is no one else in my life I'm even remotely interested in.
The move will be really good though. It just suddenly occured to me a few days ago that I was depressed at work because of the people I sit by. They're good guys, its just that one is very obnoxious and the other is a married guy that has a thing for me and follows me around all the time (I call him stalker). I tried really hard to make the best of the situation by becoming friends with them, and it worked. But now its starting to feel suffocating and co-dependent somehow. The move will definity do me good.
Well, if anybody has read this long, thanks! I just needed to get all this out.
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