Posted by rjlockhart98 on September 18, 2005, at 20:24:15
Ok,
I am...... I dont know, my life what am i going to do with it.
I just came from a nursing home and saw people, just talking to things doing things that are out of reality, talk to hallucionations, I cant take it!
My grandma gets so crazy, i almost switch off into...... something else, i can handle this going, something try's to cope with it.
An alter ego to handle this situation, long ago I had something come out when my mom would just wont stop. I almost go into indle mode.
GOD i am so scared. I dont want it happen again, i had to go to a therpist and everything.
I want a normal life. I think i am going crazy, and i almost go into another person to think that there not crazy.
I am raddling on my nerve roller coaster and holding on hard.
But you know, postive thinking is the only way to get out of here. I talk to myself almost in 3 persons
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