Posted by coley on August 17, 2005, at 23:11:51
In reply to Re: sad, posted by wildcard on August 17, 2005, at 14:01:11
I don't know what has lead me to where I am. I am very angsty when it comes to my family, and my mother suffers from anxiety. She drinks away her fears, and I don't want to end up like that. There was a lot of anger in my home growing up, and my parents are severely demented, but i know people who have suffered WAY MORE! They made it without self medicating and why can't I?? My boyfriend says I need to try and let go of all my hurt/guilt/low self esteem, because carrying it with me will damage me in the long run, he's right. ... but how will I get rid of it, surely no one will take it away. Oh man. Here we go again.
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