Posted by AdaGrace on July 11, 2005, at 10:33:27
I realize this.
But today, I just feel excrutiating pain and the tears won't go away.
I've created more turmoil in my life and I've been stabbed repeatedly in the heart lately.
I cannot turn the emotions off, and I have let myself run out of my perscription. Two weeks and counting of an emotional hell created by withdrawals.
Suicidal thoughts are circling my head like sharks after fresh meat.
I'm scared.
I'm hurting.
I'm disoriented.And yet I am at work.
Go figure.
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