Posted by sunny10 on May 27, 2005, at 9:34:13
In reply to Re: I feel like doing a bad bad thing *trigger* » Deneb, posted by alexandra_k on May 27, 2005, at 0:40:15
I still think that you like to test your own limitations more than you like the idea of death.
My perceptions of your posts are always that you want to test the system, test yourself, fly in the face of danger, et cetera.
Sounds, to me, like you are an adrenaline junkie, sweetie! It is an enormous "high" to think about how daring you could be.
Rather than spending your money on pills for a "cocktail", why don't you sign on to an adventure vacation instead? You know, kayacking on a white-water river, hang-gliding, bungee-jumping, schooner sailing, stuff like that?
I think it would help you get the adrenaline "high" you seek as well as the adventuresome side of you being assauged.
Do you think I might be a teeny bit correct? That you maybe feel like life is just too monotonous and then when you do something "big", it only winds up creating negative feelings?
Life seems like it is nothing but boredom, hard work and heartache to me- and I don't even LIKE big excitements or testing myself the way you seem to....I've been known to make stupid assumptions based on my perceptions... please don't take this personally if I am Waaaaaay off here....
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