Posted by Angel Girl on February 10, 2005, at 1:44:02
In reply to Re: It's a new day with new beginnings » Angel Girl, posted by partlycloudy on February 8, 2005, at 11:59:04
> Mom went home yesterday and is en route to Britain this afternoon. I am glad I have a p-doc appointment this afternoon because I was crying here at work yesterday - my boss's boss (this is the NICE one) asked me if I had a pill to make my face less puffy from all the crying. LOL! Like I feel pretty already... not.
> My antidepressant is not working. My blood pressure is too high. My anxiety is preventing me from going out with my husband. Let's see, what else can I whine about? I'm fat.
> OK, OK - good things to balance this out: I can get out of bed and go to work. Wait, is that good? Um, I could give blood really easily if I had to. Staying home last night meant I could clean the cat litter box. THIS IS NOT WORKING!!!
> Breathe in... breathe out... rinse and repeat.
>
pcAh sweetie, I'm sorry things are so stressful for you still. Did your mom's visit not help you at all or is it her leaving that is leading you to feel like this. Nice compliment from the boss, not!!! I hope your pdoc appt helped you out some. If it helps you any, I'm feeling VERY stressed right now too and I FINALLY get to see my T tomorrow, first time in 6 weeks. Boy, do we have a lot to talk about, I NEED her so BADLY right now. I've been going absolutely CRAZY in the last few days. I have one thing in particular that I NEED her wisdom on and hopefully things will work out after that, did I say I was stressed? I hope I am stressing over nothing but it's the unknown of how someone will react to something. It's never usually as bad as I ever could imagine but this time I think it might very well be and that has me in a constant state of MAJOR PANIC!!!!
When does life get any easier? Does it ever? Anyway, I hope you're at least starting to feel better now. As for me, I could be in total bliss this weekend and jumping off the walls from it or I will be in a melted puddle on the floor in complete despair. God, I hope just this once, my life would work out well.
Are you coming back to psych central anymore? I miss you over there. :(
Please take care. I hope your life turns around for you soon. Stress is certainly no picnic that is for sure.
Hugs sweetie.
AG
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