Posted by crazychickuk on January 30, 2005, at 17:48:17
Cant spell .. grrrr
anyways i am house bound have been this way for 3 yrs now, i only go to take my kid to school and pick her up 2 days a week thats it!! im going crazy in my home ...
as soon as i step outside nothings real !! feels like im losing it, im concentrating on my mind o so much ..
I NO I AINT LOSING IT CUS I WONT NOTICE IF IM LOSING IT ?
i just feel weird ... and so lazy ..... can fellow aragophobias understand?
even phone calls, visitors, are scaring me.. cus they are unfamillier ..
i am even having bad dreams of my father abusing my daughter? ffs wat is my mind trying to do to me, my father is the best father in the world ..
i dont get panicky anymore i feel kind of i dont care, i got no emotions im completely numb, im not on no meds i stopped all meds 5 mnths ago.. i am juts trying cbt and see my counciller here at my house every 2 weeks for support..
i am also doing things before even thinking...
im obviousley going crazy some how. :(
poster:crazychickuk
thread:450269
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