Posted by verne on November 12, 2004, at 16:56:45
In reply to Oh Verne, I completely understand, posted by Susan47 on November 12, 2004, at 14:06:05
Susan,
Thanks for the encouragement. I liked the part in "Romy and Michelle's High School Reunion" where she realizes and says to the elite incrowd girls, "all I ever wanted was to be liked by you, but you know what, I don't like you..."
Why empower or try to please others? What a waste of time.
Meanwhile, I called the bank and had my credit card closed and reissued after the fly-by-night, reunite-tonight, debacle. I felt so much shame while talking to the bank rep that she picked up on it and seemed abrupt me. Talk about empowering others. I can't take my own advice.
I walked about 7 miles today and mowed the lawn - well leaves really. I rented four movies (got a week to get 'em back). I'm drinking (didn't take cymbalta today or yesterday) and after two beers I'm euphoric - and not in a manic way.
This whole venture, searching for lost love, has tripped some new synapses. This could be some kind of therapy.
verne
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