Posted by Jai Narayan on October 26, 2004, at 9:10:44
In reply to Re: What does this mean? (possible trigger) » saw, posted by partlycloudy on October 26, 2004, at 7:02:09
from the age of 15 to 50 I not only fantasized but made a couple of runs at it. I too thought it would bring peace. There were three thoughts that got stuck in my head.....
1. what if there wasn't peace on the other side because of what I did to get there?
2. what if I have to come back and relive all of this again till I get it right?
3. What if I have been doing this in other life times and I came back to move through this?I sometimes wonder if I am my uncle reincarnated. He committed suicide three years before I was born.
since I have done so much work in EMDR and self worth, I no longer even think about suicide. I still have hard moments about life etc...but I don't go down that road anymore.I hope this helps.
I enjoy and care about you both.
I'm so sorry this happens to you.
my thoughts are with you today.
Jai
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