Posted by jlynne on September 28, 2004, at 23:13:20
In reply to RE::: Hey everyone..birthday party, posted by anxious babe on September 28, 2004, at 21:13:55
I'm so sorry that I haven't been able to post for so long. I know that you all care about me, and I appreciate the posts, but the motivation has been gone and I was just so tired of trying. The depression has been really bad, and I have been barricading myself from the world.
Some of you may remember that I started weaning off the lex around the same time my mom died, and then my doctor announced that he would be leaving in September. I didn't want to start a new med until the new doc was here. Well, I finally worked up the courage to see her, and my appointment was today. She is wonderful . . . she actually talked with me and listened and we spent close to an hour together.
I will be trying prozac again. I tried it several years ago and did ok except that I absolutely could not sleep on it. Old doc wouldn't give me sleeping pills; new doc says ambien is fine . . . so here goes. However, the pharmacy gave me capsules instead of tablets and I didn't realize it till I got home. So now I have to decide whether to go ahead and start with 10mg or wait and see if I can get tablets.
GOD I HATE THIS GAME!! I have been playing it for over half my life, and still no one has figured out the rules . . . or even the object! I honestly wonder if the object of this game is to make the drug companies richer.
Ok, I better stop . . . nothing good in my mind right now. Please pray for me that the prozac will help this time. I love you guys.
. . . jlynne
P.S. I bet Simus will come to Mrs. C's b.d. party, cuz Al told me he is bringing Mel again! How about it, Simus . . . you and me and the guys, in the limo again??
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