Posted by Indie on September 10, 2004, at 14:34:07
I just haven't had much good to say. I hate being negative. I thought that I was doing a bit better for awhile, but then it started to deteriorate again. The suicidal thoughts bounce about and I can't make them go away. Yesterday I actually drove two of the four hours to the beach with a bottle of xanax planning on taking the bottle and swimmimg out as far as I could. I turned around. I am still here. Don't know where to go from here.
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