Posted by partlycloudy on June 25, 2004, at 14:24:38
In reply to Re: climbing up » octopusprime, posted by Angel Girl on June 25, 2004, at 14:01:36
> As far as me being worthless, I am. If I wasn't, then people wouldn't keep discarding me like yesterday's news. I have absolutely not one speck of self-esteem or self-love, in fact, I *hate* myself with a passion. Nobody wants nor needs me other than my 2 kitties. I live for them, they are what keeps me alive. I literally love them more than life itself.
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> Climb up? I can't even find the ladder. :(
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> AGAG, here is the ladder, right here. I'll hold it for you.
You ARE worthy, you DO have friends, you ARE loved. You're operating at a subsistence level right now, below the radar if you know what I mean. You can't see yourself in a healthy way because your head's all messed up with the medication cessation. Please don't lose hope (if you can't find hope, here; I have it to spare today). You will feel better. You have given strength and support to so many people here; now it's time to take some of that for yourself.
I believe that the love of an animal can be the most healing of all, because they know and see the real person, through the tears, anger, hopelessness... they see right through all that to the Angel Girl beneath the pain.
I think I know the city of which you speak: it seems that the bigger it gets, the fewer souls there are to be in touch with.
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