Posted by NikkiT2 on June 23, 2004, at 8:51:00
In reply to Anyone suffer from paranoia..., posted by partlycloudy on June 23, 2004, at 8:30:08
I can understand totally how you feel..
I hate doing the "I've been here for so long thing" to you, but I do think this place is very cyclical.. It would be interesting to see whether its connected to the season changes or anything..
I went through a "we're only human hamsters" stage.. but, then.. when I sat down and thouht about it, Babble gives me so much more than Dr Bob or anyone could take from me that I decided its a fair price to pay..
And also.. imagine if any research done here were to really really help people in 10 years time?? Is it so bad, that a virtually anonomous persona of ours could help improve support and treatment for the next generation!Maybe you need a break from Admin?? do you think that would help? I can help give ideas on how to prevent you going to the admin page..
My "holiday" last week has done me the world of good.. and I think I've come back here now a much nicer person..
I think everyone knows my worries here.. the name changing and what people know about me that I don't know about them.. (I am happy to share information ofcourse.. but I do get very paranoid when someone has changed names, yet I don't know what their previous persona is.. makes me feel that they have a hold over me in that they know me, but I don't know them)..
I, personally, don't believe that Dr Bob has any ulterior motives.. heck, I've been here 5 years or more now and Dr Bob has never done anything that I could class as ulterior motives.. I'd like to think I would have noticed!!
Hang in there.. do you use any other message boards on the internet?? I've found this place much much safer and calmer than so so many others I have used!!
Nikki xxx
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