Posted by Magdalena on May 25, 2004, at 23:00:52
In reply to Redirected Lexaproers, posted by jlynne on March 13, 2004, at 1:31:16
hey everyone, hows it going? i know i dont post often anymore but i still read the posts. i am doing pretty good except for a slip up on the weekend..ugh its stupid but i decided to chill and smoke some pot with my boyfriend and i guess i had too much and went in to paranoid panic mode and it really sucked so i decided that i guess its best to stay away from drugs period, not that i smoke often its usually twice a year..but i just wanted to see what would happen and i guess i got my answer. im anticipating school in the fall, looking forward to keeping the mind sharp and looking forward to panic free days that i hope will come soon, sitting in a classroom with an anxiety disorder is NO FUN..
im really happy with my boyfriend and i dont know what i would do without him, i havent felt this way since i was 17! its wonderful. i think i need to increase to 15 mg of paxil from my current 10mg but i am going to talk to my doctor about that this friday. i just dont want to go through all the side effects all over again, blah..but if its what i have to do then its what i am going to do.
nothing exciting happening here in Canada, the weekend was a long weekend cause of Victoria day and well our camping trip was cancelled cause it rained all weekend! typical..but i just hope the next one makes up for this one.
hows everyone else doing?
is anyone cured? i need some positive reinforcements! lol, i think we all do..;)
maybe there is no cure, just a comfortable level of happiness and stability.have a great week everyone, i still think about you all.
goodnite, and sweet dreams...
Jlynne are you still around?
Magdalena
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