Posted by Anakin on May 23, 2004, at 17:22:19
In reply to Re: Hey trucker, posted by trucker on May 23, 2004, at 17:10:33
I have less than three weeks until my wedding. I am losing it physically and mentally, surprise. Our windshield cracked, our computer got struck by lightening, I had the 1000 dollar tooth, the sweet birdies outside our house left this weekend while we were gone, Ive gained five pounds, I get beat up by sixth graders,the boy I used to babysit in eighth grade just died of bone cancer, uncle has brain cancer, other uncle just got biopsied for tongue cancer... AND my dads sister, one of my fav aunts that has pancreatic cancer went into cardiac arrest last night and woke up this am saying DNR. She just bought her plane ticket to come to my wedding. she was doing well, and now, I am going to have a funeral.
Meds or no meds, life has too many twists and turns and I am fed up. I am trying to stop feeling so selfish but I am not knowing what to do or think. All of these people are people I grew up with...they are the aunts and uncles, and they are dropping off like flies. Pray, pray pray...i keep tellin myself.
poster:Anakin
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