Posted by karen_kay on April 23, 2004, at 15:40:55
In reply to Re: Fridays are supposed to be happy days » All Done, posted by justyourlaugh on April 23, 2004, at 13:15:26
1. i painted today
2. booze in the fridge(sorry s but it helps me get through the night)
3. lost weight(who needs to eat anyway)
4. i had a bath today5. i'm still posting with my lovely language at babble. the other posters simply adore my rhetoric and posting style, as it's poetry. i'm so very thrilled that they enjoy it. i hope to continue posting at babble forever,as babble would simply become a mess with boring posts if my style were to dissappear...
6. perhaps i've hit a bump. so what? in life there are bumps. and there are hills. but, imagine with me that you are on a bicycle. you come to a hill and you peddle. and you peddle. and you peddle. does it ever stop? why yes, yes it does!!! you come to the top of the hill, take a deep breath and you glide.. you throw your head back, close your eyes, take your feet of the peddles and throw them up as high as you can get them.... you simply enjoy flying down the hill. you wouldn't enjoy going down the hill nearly as much if you didn't have to work as hard coming up it. try to think of those bumps that way. it's a bump, a minor bump. but, think of the hill you'll be able to glide down and enjoy, with your eyes closed and your feet in the air!!!
7. i've been so supportive lately. all of the other posters have really enjoyed the support i've given. now it's their turn to return that support. life's a give and take situation. everyone really admires me not just for my posting style, support, wisdom, courage, and ability to stand up proud when life gives me a pile of mud, but also for my kind words, my creativity, the fact that i'm trying so very hard, and i've made progress. i'm making it happen. i'm doing so very well. everyone is proud of me. i'm proud of myself. i'm lovely and dam* it, i'm even losing weight. i even had a bath today, so i smell nice. KK, pass the perfume!
8. I’m passionate. And I want passionate people in my life. I’m creative and have artistic abilities, something that kk admires very much. I’m able to express my emotions through art. I have an outlet to express my emotions. That’s wonderful. I’m wonderful. People adore me, even if I don’t always believe it. I know I should. I know it’s hard, but, one day I will believe it. I have faith that I will.
9. I sometimes worry I’m not on the same ‘plane’ as others. I’m wrong. I transcend that. I’m supportive. I have empathy for others. I can understand when others are hurting and I want to help. I’m wonderful. And I realize that we all worry about being on a different ‘plane’ and not knowing where we fit in. it’s a question that we all have. But, I know that I am doing beautifully. And I’m so very wonderful that I can’t be wrong in knowing that I completely measure up to anyone who walks beside me on the street.
10. I am beautiful. In every possible way. Not just physically, but emotionally. I help people. I may or may not see it, but I do. I help kk. I help rainyday. I help all done. I help babble. I’m an official greeter for newbies. What an honor. I only hope that one day, I will see how very special I am. I hope that one day I will see how much people adore me. Perhaps today? I know that kk just loves to read my words on babble, that they read like poetry. I’m special. I’m wonderful. I’m amazing. I’m jyl. And I am truly spectacular!!!!!
ps... c will call soon, this i know. i'm not alone, i'm never alone. i have babble to keep me company. and i have my art. and i have myself. i'm not alone, i'm never alone.
poster:karen_kay
thread:339158
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