Posted by Magdalena on March 22, 2004, at 23:54:33
In reply to Magdalena, posted by jlynne on March 22, 2004, at 19:02:32
thanks jlynne, i actually had a fun day at work today there was hardly any customers!! ( i work at a Video store) i dont brave the theatre anymore either cause im afriad of the panic (a friend of mine named it 'the fear' its a inside thing joke thing between us, he gets anxiety too) i had to leave the theatre once because it was SOO SOO bad and i was embaressed and i cant seem to bring myself to try it again, total avoidance. The Lord of the rings, the return of the king isnt out on DVD yet but my boyfriend gets these new movies from a friend at work burnt off the internet so its all good. we watch movies at home-A LOT! its hard for me to explain my issues with him all i told him so far is that i am depressed and when its bad i get socially uncomfortable...as time goes on between us im sure i'll be able to open up more, im just really scared of what he will think. my stupid insecurites, i always to to play off as the 'strong one' like i used to be, its hard to admit that at times its so hard to be in control(especailly when you suffer anxiety).
anyway enough of me blabbering on, i read stephen king too both of those titles actually but my favorite is Anne Rice (she wrote Inteview with the Vampire) i love her style its almost romantic.:P
i occationally get a little sensitve around this time of the month but never that bad, i just thought maybe i can feel these symptoms more cause my brain is supposed to be working better(not sure if it is yet, lol), i almost cant wait til my dose is upped, 2 more weeks till the p-doc, then im sure he will up it, at least to 10mg.
So it was a little weird at your brothers eh? its always hard meeting people esp when they stare at you! lol. Im sure they were very happy to meet you, you are a wonderful lady with a BIG heart.
anyway i hope your week off proves to be relaxing and rewarding, its always good to spend time with those you love.
talk to you soon, sweet dreams
Magdalena
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