Posted by jlynne on March 18, 2004, at 22:58:14
In reply to RE: jlynne, posted by mystic on March 18, 2004, at 21:45:33
> Evening jlynne not remembering if I got to you tonight I'm very spacy and anxious tonight..But wanted to check in on you and hope that you had a good day and you are feeling ok and the increase is being good to you...Talk to you soon>>>mystic
Hi, Mystic. I know about not remembering who you've posted to - we are getting to be quite a good sized club, eh?
Well, I have been pretty wired for the last week, since I upped to 15mg; I feel like I have been rambling on like a madwoman. I am starting to slow down a bit now; getting nervous about it, 'cuz I'm afraid the anxiety is on its way. That's what happened right before I went up to 15mg - remember how timid and anxious I was about posting in the beginning? (that was a few days before I upped) Well, if it comes back, I have permission from my doc to go up to 20mg. I just have this fear that I will keep upping the mg's, crashing, upping, crashing . . . forever. I am not giving up, though.
By the way, that was me who mentioned the abuse by my dad. I would like to hear more about the technique you talked about ("rapid eye-movement"?) I haven't heard of that one before. I know what you mean about not confronting your abuser(s). (My mom was involved, too.) Oh, well, that is another story. And, like you, I feel that we need to deal with what is happening now.
I hope you have a peaceful day off. Thanks for thinking of me:^) ...jlynne
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