Posted by mystic on March 16, 2004, at 6:40:08
In reply to Re: jlynne » mystic, posted by jlynne on March 16, 2004, at 2:47:01
Good Morning jlynne...Yes I have my two very good friends they are the best so I dont really have to worry about things getting done just about being there...and I have lots of friends most of which will be there...thanks for asking...
It is great to hear that the fear you have is not of being alone..and the best part is that when and if you do meet someone this time you wont have to depend or listen to anyone that is not going to treat you with respect...and that is what we all deserve but dont think that we do...If we all learn how to take care of ourselves as well as we are used to taking care of everyone else in our lives then maybe some of our fears would disappear...
I left my first husband when I was 5 months pregnant and he beat me for the last time and I'm not sure how I did it but I did and years after that was when my first panic attack happened...So I do believe that some of the reasons we are the way we are is because we just dont take into consideration how important we are because we are so wrapped up in taking care of everyone else and worrrying about being strong...So by the time things catch up they are already off the track and there is no getting it back with out a lot of work...I dont know if this makes sense trying to get it off before work...But anyway...We deserved to be taken care of once in a while and if we are the only ones that can do then so be it we DESERVE it!!!!!!!....
Sorry to go on and on sometimes I have the thoughts in my head and try to relay them and they dont always sound the best but I really dont have time to overlook to see what I wrote...hahahaha...Everyone HAVE A GREAT DAY....Mystic....jlynne Be proud of the accomplishments that you have made they are huge..and they will get even huger (is that a word)..haha
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